Well, last night "Roger" and I went out. He took me out to Pizza Delight and we went to see Immortals. It was such a cool movie. Anyways, he has told me it's going to be his mission to win my heart and make me his princess.
This is still after I told him I didn't want a relationship. Well, I kind of bombed that theory. Afterall, we spent half an hour making out in my driveway. Now, what? Now, lets see... he is a gentleman, he cooks, he cleans, he's sweet, a good listener and he accepts me for me. He also holds down a decent job.
So, what is my problem? Oh right, I was emotionally damaged by the last one and probably don't want to get hurt again? No, that's not it. I like my freedom. Yeah, probably that one. I like my freedom. But then again, I have a lot of fun hanging out with Roger. And he is a good kisser.
But after you kiss, then comes other things, and with other things there is a potential of babies and I don't want any more babies. Which, he is apparently okay with. Although he wants to move to the country and I like where I live... hmmmm... because seriously I could see myself getting hitched to him, sure why not.
Oh, THAT'S why I don't him to be my boyfriend. I don't want to get married yet. Just hop on down to the courthouse and do it though.... than I could get a job. Ha. just kidding. Well, this was a confusing blog for all of us. I think I made my point clear.
Roger and I made out, I'm gonna have to get tied down, and of course I don't feel ready. Uffff.
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