So far I have swept and mopped my floors, windexed and done laundry. My mind is wandering and getting occupied with thoughts of death. Being alone with my thoughts is going to be damaging. I need to be doing something. I can't wait till my nurse calls me so she can tell me what I can be doing, maybe she will have a course I can take. I hope so. I didn't want to at first, thinking how enjoyable time to myself might be, but it's making me crazy.
I bet Leigh is having a great day at daycare though and that is important to me. I think Sherry said she was coming over at somee point today, so I will think of that. Something positive to ocupy my brain...maybe Ill go watch tv.
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